The unforgotten

i truely dont think we can control our feelings, some things are just out of our control. but some people have found it easier to hide their feelings, to put on a "mask" so to say. not many people can take the pain and stress on the mind, body, or heart... and so they end up destroying themselves, because they think no one cares, or are all alone. everyone is alone in one way or a nother, but for me, thats one reason why i go on. to find someone who is like me... who has the same worrys, problems, doubts, faults.. so that we can help each other.. not be alone. no one really knows what they are doing here, living this life... some may say that they know, but most who say that, are just lieing to themselves. but i dont think there is ONE meaning for life, but many. meaning for everyones life, each different, each unique, different from the next. maybe its to help others, maybe its to just be here, or to cure cancer.. but you must realize that all of this is already here, just waiting to be found. you may not know where you belong... but i guess you belong where you are right now... i mean, if you belonged somewere else, you would be there already, right? and i truely think its sad that people change because of one another, i really do. its sad because they think they need to change in order for the other person to like them more.. but thats not how it should be, you shouldnt have to change who you are to make someone like you. they should see you for you, they should acknowledge your flaws, but not see only that... but look past them, and see the the strengths. and i know i put myself through this pain because i care, because i would rather go through pain, extreme pain, than to see the people i care for, go through that pain. even though i know not all of them would do the same for me... but it doesnt matter, because thats just how i am. and to me, there are two types of people, when it comes to dealing with other people, there are those who give, and those who take. those who give... are the ones that have the most pain... they give help and advise... they're there when you need them and they listen, or talk. they have a lot of pain because they will try to take on the pain of others, but never can help themselfs.. with their own pain, or suffering. but those who take.. are pretty much the opposite. but as one of my friends put it..."even those who help, need help themselves sometimes" so... i guess what this means, is that sooner or later... one taker, will have to give. many of those who give, do stop in the middle road... and yell at the top of their lungs, hoping for someone to hear. and even though you dont think anyone hears, but they do hear... they are just to afraid to help, maybe because they are all takers.


	The unforgotten back the message titled "forgotten" sparked something in my head. so i wanted to respond. ::if any one wants to reply also... send me an e-mail about what you think, and i will put it up here:: first of all, i would really like to know who made the message of "forgotten", because i would really like to talk to you more about this. but for now, i will reply, as best i can.. even though there is no right or wrong answer. i truely dont think we can control our feelings, some things are just out of our control. but some people have found it easier to hide their feelings, to put on a "mask" so to say. not many people can take the pain and stress on the mind, body, or heart... and so they end up destroying themselves, because they think no one cares, or are all alone. everyone is alone in one way or a nother, but for me, thats one reason why i go on. to find someone who is like me... who has the same worrys, problems, doubts, faults.. so that we can help each other.. not be alone. no one really knows what they are doing here, living this life... some may say that they know, but most who say that, are just lieing to themselves. but i dont think there is ONE meaning for life, but many. meaning for everyones life, each different, each unique, different from the next. maybe its to help others, maybe its to just be here, or to cure cancer.. but you must realize that all of this is already here, just waiting to be found. you may not know where you belong... but i guess you belong where you are right now... i mean, if you belonged somewere else, you would be there already, right? and i truely think its sad that people change because of one another, i really do. its sad because they think they need to change in order for the other person to like them more.. but thats not how it should be, you shouldnt have to change who you are to make someone like you. they should see you for you, they should acknowledge your flaws, but not see only that... but look past them, and see the the strengths. and i know i put myself through this pain because i care, because i would rather go through pain, extreme pain, than to see the people i care for, go through that pain. even though i know not all of them would do the same for me... but it doesnt matter, because thats just how i am. and to me, there are two types of people, when it comes to dealing with other people, there are those who give, and those who take. those who give... are the ones that have the most pain... they give help and advise... they're there when you need them and they listen, or talk. they have a lot of pain because they will try to take on the pain of others, but never can help themselfs.. with their own pain, or suffering. but those who take.. are pretty much the opposite. but as one of my friends put it..."even those who help, need help themselves sometimes" so... i guess what this means, is that sooner or later... one taker, will have to give. many of those who give, do stop in the middle road... and yell at the top of their lungs, hoping for someone to hear. and even though you dont think anyone hears, but they do hear... they are just to afraid to help, maybe because they are all takers. we do need each other to get through each day.. but its true that not many see that. we all need everyone else to live... im ready for a push also... are any of you?